Well I guess when some one finds some thing out about you that they no you dont want any one eles to know about they just cant help but to blab it on the internet. I find it amazing how you can trust some one after being through so much shit with them and they say they have changed but in reality not one fucking thing is different. Well lucky me i found that out the hard way. I also find it strange that you can tell someone not to tell someone eles some thing straight to there face and then you read some thing that blantently states that someone eles knows what you didnt want any one to know. Well I can now say that I have lost all trust in one specific person. One person who has put me through so much yet I still end up being there friend in the end. I guess this was just bad judgment in my part so I cant truly be that fucking pissed off. But I am. Well by now I bet you know who you are and I dont know what I will ever have to say ever to you again. I thought you had really changed but I guess old habbits never die. Im truly sorry that I ever thought that you could change but I guess you arnt the friend i thought you where. I have a feeling that you are now going to do exactly what I think you are going to do. I will probobly end up lossing some one now who means the world to me but you've fucked up my life befor so I dont see why you wouldnt try now. I know I have no way of controling what you do but i just wanted you to know how fucking pissed I am at you for doing some thing I asked you not to do. I ve changed B.V I m no longer the girl who is going to get pushed around by people any more I wont stand to the side while you fuck up my life again. If your trying to fuck with me again I would stop now.
Danny
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